true enough: we cannot be happy in the future,
we can only be happy now, in the present
the same is true for unhappy
go figure
not distinguishing pain from suffering is itself suffering
to be utterly without hope is also to be utterly without despair
past and future exist only in the conversations we have about them
each moment is as it is;
to say that it “should” be some other way
only weighs down the one who says “should”
Earlier I wrote — “the peace that passeth understanding can’t be understood.”
What’s worse, it can’t be experienced.
Then what, we may ask, is it good for?
And, of course, the answer is — it’s good for Nothing.
the one free extension is almost done,
taxes are due in three more days,
I have no IRS approved excuse for delaying any longer;
I could do them now,
but there’s still three days
instead I write thes lines;
absent a true emergency
they’ll be filed on time,
they always are
I used to worry and call myself a procrastinator,
now I worry not and just call me me
gratitude arises along with the preference for what is
what turns you on is what turns you on . . . and sometimes it surprises you
in America one speaks not of the attendant sorrows of aging lest one be thought old
a critical distinction in living an examined life: your experience and the explanation of your experience
what once was unimaginable
has this day come to pass –
sixty-five
you discover your own path at the end, if there is one
when does the past become the present and the present, the future?
the illusion of certainty is just that, an illusion
low over the valley,
honking geese,
blossoms of fall
Granted a shattering glimpse of crystalline quiet early,
I came to understand it late.
Finding no one to explain the Unexplainable,
I kept a different kind of quiet;
drifted along some usual ways –
school, jobs, career, a run in public life.
Now and then, in a seeming desert wander, would peace descend –
alleviating for a while the dis-satisfaction of dis-ease.
These days I dwell inside my cottage in a large and fertile plain.
Through my doors a river runs. I do not interfere.
Without reason I study poetic lines revealing Way;
living unfolding within a gift of ease.
(with thanks to Wang Wei)
hopping up roof from the arbor
grape thief jay
flies prize away
so simple, yet so seeming hard to accept:
there is nothing that is not It
mortality appears
when the obituaries
could be yours
suffering includes the vain hope that right now things can be other than they are
having the “truth” won’t set you free, but it will blind the hell out of you
living always occurs, only occurs, in the present
the denial of aging is the denial of death
neither the flypaper
nor my hand
keeps the fly
from its appointed buzz
never too old –
college town shop girl
smites heart with smile
I’m taking a break from daily posting. I’ll start again by August 17th.
Best,
Richard
good friends are love in the Way made flesh
suffering comes from our attachment to preferences (or desires), not their occurrence
(with thanks to Seng-ts’an and Richard Clarke)
like autumn leaves I am dying,
much more slowly,
no less certainly
only now!
then is now!
only now!
we act on our desire, not our reason; without desire, nothing happens
with thanks to Humberto Maturana
different and the same,
different and the same –
the beauty of her face,
the beauty of this cove.
different and the same,
different and the same,
her face, this cove,
beauty is the same.
seagulls float
on waves in the cove,
I float on the ledge above.
if your boat is empty, nothing in the world can oppose you on the river of living
with thanks to Thomas Merton and Chuang Tzu
the self is good for distinguishing oneself from others, other than that…